rambling....  

Posted by Heidi

Hello, yeah it's been a while, not much, how 'bout you?

Old song from England Dan..and some other guy who's name escapes me, and today I am much to lazy to look it up.
I just got back from having lunch with my cousin Jennifer. I have not had much of a relationship with her in my life, but in the last three days, while she was here visiting, I talked with her more than I have in my whole life and I feel like I have made a new friend. It's such a good feeling.
I also want to address that despite all the issues I have going on in my life,(my grandma's health, my step daughter's refusal to respect me, feeling guilty about not working whilst my devoted husband works three jobs to make ends meet for us-even though it was really he who wanted me to quit in the first place so I could be happier, etc.)
Chris and I have become stronger in the past month than I ever thought imaginable.
We have this saying, together we are unstoppable..and we really are. If ever we fall away from each other for any length of time, we feel it both emotionally and physically. It sucks. But lately we have grown so close thru all this turmoil in our lives, it just shows me that I have the best man in the world. And that I am so lucky to be married to him.
The pregnancy is going well, I have no more morning sickness, I have my appetite back and I feel wonderful. I am so blessed in my life and I am truly very happy.
Chris' grandma has come home from her stay in the hospital and is doing much better, for that we give many thanks.
Please pray for my family though, my grandmothers injury has taken a toll on many of us in a ripple effect sort of way. She isn't healing well, and my Dad worries about her, and it is straining the relationship he has with his siblings..It hurts to see my grandmother ill, she has been my heroine for my whole life, aside from my mom and my sister, and the thought of losing her is unimaginable.
I want her to get better, but if that's not in God's plan, then I don't want her to suffer. Please keep us all in your thoughts and prayers and thank you.

Until the next time....

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