Here I am, nearly 33 years old, ok well in a few months anyway, and for the first time in my whole life, I can honestly say, I am at peace with how my life has turned out.
I am happy with what I have accomplished.
I may not have done much in the grand scheme of this on the whole, but for me, and for what I need from this time I am here on Earth: I am content.
I have heard it said to live each day as if it is your last, and like there will be no tomorrow. I can, and I do.
I have a wonderful son who brings so much life and joy into my life.
A happy and supportive family who are more like best friends than anything else.
I also have an amazing boyfriend who is much much more than my soulmate, he goes way beyond that.
I am so fortunate to have what I have, non material, and also material, I am not rich in money, but wealthy beyond my means emotionally.
There was a point in my life that I had taken care of other peoples kids for so long that I was convinced that I would never have any of my own, and I was wrong.
I thought I would never get married, and I did, even though it was a short marriage, and hard on me emotionally, I still have had that experience and I don't regret a second of anything in my life.
There is nothing I would change, and if I were to pass on tomorrow, or even today, I know that I have given my life my all, and I have done the best that I can.
I don't know many people who can say the same, but my wish is that someday soon, everyone I know directly, or even indirectly will be able to say, I have lived well, laughed often and loved with all I am.
Thanks for checking in,
Heidi
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- Heidi
- I was raised in Colorado, but born in Kansas, so I guess that makes me a Kansas native. But home is where the heart is, right? I am a stay at home mom, wife and free spirit. I have an amazing husband who lights up my life with his mere presence in it. I have two amazing sons Donovan, who is 10 years old and Owen who is 3 years old. I am also mommy to a daughter named Julianna Alyse who was born in January 2009. I also have two wonderful step children, Katie who is 15 and Connor who is 11. I have weathered many storms, an eating disorder, and divorce, not to mention life itself and here I am stronger for it!!I love movies, games, (not the head type, thank you) and spending time with my kids, my husband, and my family.