Days from now,
just over 2 weeks,
I will be married again.

This time it's different,
This time it is better,
This time I have had months to plan,
This time I have had someone who actually wants this as much as I do to plan it with,

My stress has finally turned into excitement.
It's all coming together so nicely.
Everything is falling right into place.
I can't sleep now, because I am excited.
I am twitterpated with joy over marrying the greatest guy ever.
I am so lucky to have him.

We can look at each other and not speak, because we already know what we would say.
There is a connection there that I have never felt in my whole life and I am blessed indeed to be spending my life with him.

Even our fights, which are not really fights, are more like short bursts of energy, that don't last long enough to make a mark. We often forget what caused them in the first place, only minutes after they happen.

They say the wedding doesn't make the marriage, the 'marriage' does..and I agree.. This wedding we are having; it's merely a presentation of what we already have.
A way for us to show our family that we have found that one person who balances out the rest of our life.
Who makes us feels whole and complete. That's not to say I felt like half a person before I met him, but he sure made who I was better with his presence in my life.
Sharing my life with him feels as natural as breathing.

I will be back afterward with photos, to show all of you the most wonderful day of my life, next to meeting him and giving birth to my son..I don't have a top 5 yet, but I do have 3, and my wedding day is at the top right now.

Until then.....